Him....

I met Him.... Him... hmmmmm I never thot I would meet a singular man that embodied all the physical attributes that I have ever desired in a man.... and great personality and character to go with it... I met Him and He has eyes for only me....

He is everything I ever fantasized about... you know how you have that description of your 'dream' partner... tall.. handsome.. nice build.. great walk.. domineering presence.. a head turner.. big strong arms to hold me up when I'm down.. commander of speech.. begins to speak...and ppl stop to listen.. quiet and thotful.. down to earth.. great sense of humor.. knows when to say I am sorry... caring.. able to fall in love... laffs at my jokes (well some of them lol)... compliments me.. and complements me...

I look at him... i think of him.. and I feel like I've found my other half... so comfortable around him.. I dont need to pretend.. can be myself.. goofy and all :-) .... Is it possible... could Crystalbel really be at her last 'bus stop'???? lol...

Gosh my heart's beating fast at the very thot of that... is dis the independent, singlehood loving part of myself rearing its ugly head?? Now all the doubts are arising.. havent u heard of 'too good to be true??? heavent u been hurt more times than you can count???? why will this time be different??? Oh gosh... all these what ifs and whys and questions.... driving me nuts!!!!

Just Enjoy the moment... take one day at a time.. see where and how it goes.... make it work if you can.. that's my answer to all these questions cos i really dont know the answers to them... but we'll see... Wish me luck!!!! (fingers crossed!! oh and toes too :-D )